facebook: Cee Nguyen,
employed
& not interested
Saturday, June 13, 2009 / 6:40 AM
boy since you've been away, i can't sleep
four walls , and theres no more you. how do i sleep knowing we're still mad at eachother? the silence in this room is so loud, and no one else can fix it but you. but you don't even try, thats how i see it. i don't know why i put my all, when all i get is nothing in return. damn, is it hard to face things right now. i lost you. why did i throw your heart away? i was so foolish. now i'm going down, like i'm on the ground. thinking whether i should call you up or leave you alone. because i already know you're tired of me, tired of my attitude. you've been putting up with me these past few months, and im sorry that i didn't make you the happiest guy you deserve to be. i've really tried, and i didn't mean to take out my anger on you lastnight. just the whole thing - i dont know , its gotten me scared of losing you . but now that i lost you , its so hard to deal with. i don't cry over any boy , but you some how got that out of me. re-reading over the last few words you said to me, i don't know how to deal with this pain. now i'm sitting here wishing i could change the past, but i know deep inside i can't get my baby back. i've been trying to put the pieces of my heart back together, but im not myself no more. i dont feel no more. i feel sick... sick of love, i need a medic. cause my heart stopped feeling, and i feel like im slipping away... oh baby, i just cant stand the way that i lost you.
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