Friday, July 24, 2009 / 2:26 PM
to the girl that means the WORLD to me
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND♥ hey megan, nk, twin'dem, girlfriend, but importantly my bestfriend. today's an important day to me.. why? cause it's you're birthday baby! where would i be if you weren't born? you've helped me these past couple of years.. and i just fucking love you off! no one could ever replace you megan, i don't understand why you would have second thoughts about that. well anyways, how did we meet? i think it was when both our parents made us go to vietfest that year, and they introduced us. i remember going up to you, "woow. you're gorgeous!" , and you still are.. PFT, please.. about fat! to me, honestly.. yes you're getting biggger, but everyone does growing up, right? and you're beautiful baby! if you weren't, whadddup with the "i roll with nothing but pretty bitches" thing? you fit right in babe... clearly i don't, BUT ANYWAYS. remember when i slept over at your house and all we did was had our realtalks.. no lies, i was scared openning up to you, but i did. and then, i just told you everything after that night. you're a person i can always run to with my problems. and do you also remmeber that night when we made a promise we wouldnt let anyone get between us? sure, guys come and go.. i don't mind them, and you didn't either. but letting one of our friends to get between us, baby you're losing it! i could sit here naming all the fun times we've had, but this note would take a long ass time! i'm really tired as well, but i forced myself into making this, though you're mad at me right now.. honestly, i just miss your annoying calls, i miss you random msgs, i miss chilling with you.. and i know as well , you miss me too. i mean, we did EVERYTHING together - who could you really run to after me? you're my bestfriend megan, and though i cant really keep a friendship .. i considered you as my sister. you came into my life, and i don't want you to ever leave it. no one has the love that i have towards you.. not jenny, not my family, and not francis. my love to you is rare to find in me.. and i might not show it, cos im always talking to next people, but you just gotta believe me. im sorry that i isolated you this summer.. i didn't think i would ever do that. i didn't even see it too! you've been telling me how i've been talking to francis alot and i've been chilling with jenny alot.. that i forgot about you. WHAT THE FUCK? i could never forget about you baby! it's only cause things are changing so quickly, and i don't think about what i do sometimes.. i think of myself before i think of you. im so sorry megan! lastnight was also you're birthday dinner, and you wanna know how i spent my night? crying.. i know i sound like an idiot. but thats really how i spent it. you invited my sister and jenny to this dinner.. and looking at the pictures, you seemed like you had fun without me. im glad you did, you deserve to smile ALL THE TIME. well anyways, i have to go to my daddy's work soon.. you don't understand how loved you are megan, we all love you. you're not alone. we all got you. we all wanna see you work hard for what you really want.. you don't need to be the way you are babe. okay, but i shall write more later. i miss you bestfriend, and i love you unconditionally. don't ever think i don't. happy birthday babygirl, call me? ♥
Your SK, twin'dem, girlfriend, & BESTFRIEND. WE LOVE YOU ♥ ♥