Friday, July 31, 2009 / 6:59 PM
I Hate Goodbyes.
I honestly hate saying goodbyes.. One of the
worst things to do! You've been on my mind since I woke up today, and thoughts of you leaving just for 11 days, makes me sad. I honestly don't know what you're feeling, if you're feeling the same way, or way off. But that doesn't matter. I hope you get to read this before you go out everyday in Florida, and forget about me. I'm going to miss you,
ALOT. It's already hard enough not talking to you right now at this very minute, I'm going to literally die not talking to you for that many days! Is it just me, or do you feel the same way to? But yeah, there's so much things I wanted to say before you leave on the phone.. Knowing my dad, he would kick me off the phone. I'm sorry. I'll just type it out to you then.. Honestly, call me soft ot whatever -- but you leaving to Florida feels like you're leaving us behind. I know I'm kind of exaggerating here, but you don't understand how sad I am now. But then again, I'm happy that you're happy. That's all that matters right? I guess... You leaving to Florida smacked me across the face just now -- though you're not gone yet. I'll get over it as the days go by. Hopefully. And when I tell you not to talk to other girls, I'm only playing baby. I've told you, what happens in Florida, stays in Florida. Boys will be boys right? I understand. YOU SUCK THOUGH! I told you to download the song "I Need A Girl" by Trey Songz, its officially our song bitch! You left the laptop in the car, so ovibously you didn't download it! Bitch ass nigga! I'm kidding. I miss you already baby. I want to talk to you right now :(! But anyways... These past couple of days have been non-stopped of laughters. You taught me how to laugh again, and you gave me back my smile. You're like the sun coming upon my dark nights. And strangely, my heart literally twirled me round. Baby you're really amazing, and words may not describe how amazing. You complete who I am and the reason why I’m still here. Boy you're more than everything to me, please don't ever go. Because in the end of the show, I’d still need you by my side. You mean more than words to me, I really can't explain. And if you'd ever leave, I know it'd never be the same. I know I’ve been making stupid moves, and I’m sorry if I disappoint you. I’ll always care, and I’ll always be there. I just want to show you how much love comes from this girl. I was always scared, even though you were never mine -- to lose you to another, it would seem like just a crime. Wow baby, I could stay here for hours, preaching how much I care -- how much that I’ve fallen for you, not even words can bare. No one can ever take you away; it'd be taking away my sunshine. Stay with me always, to clear up all my cloudy days, keep me as yours, what could possibly go wrong? These words are true, cause I love you . :) Okay, enough of this corny shit? I want this to be extra long, but you're probably going to skim through this because you want to be out already, am i not right? LOL! Well now, all i'm left to say is... "I'm your baby" and "your my baby". I miss you baby, have an amazing vacation ♥.
P.S - Don't fucking forget to write me back everyday :(
I FUCKING MISS YOU BABY! ♥-----------------------
Cee Nguyen
Today at 11:34pm
fagggggggg!
Francis Magnaye
Today at 11:35pm
Yeah yeah yeah
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Cee Nguyen
Today at 11:36pm
*sticks her middle finger up.
Francis Magnaye
Today at 11:37pm
Babe thats rude
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Cee Nguyen
Today at 11:37pm
loveeeeeeee you toooo bitch ♥
Francis Magnaye
Today at 11:39pm
Aww cute cute :)
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Cee Nguyen
Today at 11:40pm
i don't see whats so cute.
Francis Magnaye
Today at 11:41pm
Just look in the mirror