Tuesday, July 28, 2009 / 7:05 AM
independancy on my side
Her life is scheduled, organized and routined,
She finally tore herself away from the regular feens.
She grew up clueless with the wrong influences and people,
But slowly saw things were wrong; life was empty and un-full.
She wasn't happy, other people pushed her around,
Showing her this and that, trying to prove, just all surround.
'Till she grew tired; "Shit I'll make my own choices,
Fuck you & the world," she cut out everybody's voices.
She sat and thought - "What's the most I want in this world,"
Took a while cos everything was all swirled.
Like the money and the look but the love and the books,
Then she saw things; made her shook, the happiness others took.
Her anger forced her to reality, this is what others chose,
To fight for what they want at all costs, all and all oppose.
She's still sitting - "What the fuck do I want?" she opens her eyes,
Realizes, "This pain ain't going till I throw it away, put on a disguise.
No one has to know, they got their own problems to deal with,
Only time someone would care would be the twenty-fifth.
So shut the fuck up and be there for who needs you,
Holding their hand, pulling them out that road makes you happy too."
She don't need nobody cause she got her own head and two feet,
Independancy entered her life, cries and tears were excrete.
She greeted it with a smile, "Whaddup, I see I only have & need you,"
Her bruises slowly mending, the world was beginning to construe.
She wants to make her parents proud, happy, safe and satisfied,
Because everything she's had, wanted & done, they the ones provide.
She'll give up her life just to see them smile, they been put down too many times,
"I'll swim through the oceans, jump through fire, mountains? I'll fucking climb.
Father and mother, I love you; shit that spells out family,
Just be happy and protected; I'm on my knees praying a plea.
And that's where I'm going, going to be and I'll be,
For my parents & my sister, I'll try my best and succeed in a way, you'll see
With Independancy by my side, I'll walk through the hardships,
I'll either soar, jump and come back down, or even fucking trip.
But I'll always be standing back up on my own two feet,"
And finally, she saw that her life was complete.