Honestly, call me weird but, it just makes me want to give my whole self to someone just for a new life. You know? You don't understand how madly in love I am when it comes to babies or little kids. The whole day today I spent my time watching youtubes of CUTIES! Yeah man, that's how I got onto this topic. Instead of chilling with Jenny and her niggas, I stayed home watching babies! Yeah man, I'm cool. The one thing I find interesting is NIGGA babies. I'll be like, "Oh I don't like black boys" but then a minute later I'll be like, "I want to fuck one". LMFAO! Confusing? Nah. I just love how proper an asian and a nigga baby turns out. In my perspective, Asian and a nigga mix is fucking cute! The nappy hair and the Asian skin tone is fucking nice! I want my baby to be so beautiful growing up. I want like, 5 kids the highest! But than again, I'm scared going through that much pain, but it's worth it y'know? You're probably thinking, "what the fuck?!" LOL. I know, but whatever. I want a baby! Just saying. What would I name it? If it were to be a girl, than DEFIANTLY, Rebbecca or Lily. If it were to be a boy, than I would want to name him, Vince. Vince is such a cute name! Marry me already baby! ♥
So my girl just left. Isabella is sucha cutie! I haven't seen her in the longest time! I miss you bestfriend! Today was actually a nice day, got to see someone that I know I can TRUELY rely on. So our plan was basically last minute, so I had like 20 minutes to get ready -- which didn't really help.. because she came over and she had to wait for me to get my shit together. Anyways, so we just walked around in my neighbour hood.. Not really much, but it was nice talking to someone that I know I can always depend on. We talked about everything, from school to our boy problems. She took my advice, I took her advice. Damn yo, everything feels so in place when I'm talking to her. I miss you bestfriend, hopefully you can sleep over Friday night! ♥