facebook: Cee Nguyen,
employed
& not interested

Is there always that one person, that no matter what he says or does -- you're never going to let him go, cause he means that much to you? No matter how much you wanna give up on him, you always seem to run back to him as if nothing happened -- when you two both know things will never be the same. No matter how much you want your baby back, you just got to learn to let go. Let go for a better life. Let go so that he's the happy one, whether he's with you or not. Would you rather want him to suffer the pain you put him through the rest of your life, or let him be with someone that will treat him 10x better than you did? Talking to you on the phone about how I miss the days when we were just "best friends". You see how happy we were? Our msn conversation would always be like a chapter each day. I told you how I wanted you to bring that back, but it's not you that stopped those days. I did. I constantly picked out every little things you say to me and argued with you. Now when we talk, you have to think about what you're saying before you say it to me just cause you don't want me mad. I'm sorry, I took out my anger on you. I also told you to forget about me these next few weeks. I want you to, just cause you don't deserve me. To be honest, the whole time I've only been caring about myself. I've been so happy with you, that I don't even realize what I've been doing to you. Confession time. While you were away at Florida, I've been talking to others boys... Nothing serious though. It was just a "fling" as you people would call it. Truthfully, I only thought about you the whole time. Ever since you came back, I stopped. I isolated myself from everyone, just to catch up on things with you. I never actually succumb until lastnight. 3 in the morning right? When you texted me how you couldn't sleep. What was I doing? Reading over all the text msgs that weren't from you or my girls. "Babe, i miss you" or "Baby call me" .. I'm sucha fuck up. I knew I had the perfect boy, and I took advantage of that. I thought to myself, "lets do it, just cause he won't find out". I've changed though, change cause I care so much about you. Damn, out of all the boys.. You're the one I chose. I'm so much better with you. But who am I kidding? In the end, I just have to tell you the truth.. Cause I truely love you. Yeah, I love you. That's rare to hear that from me, but i fucking love you. Love you with all my heart! Love you like no other girl can love her boyfriend. Just, simply love you.

I hope this note helps you understand why I said those things on the phone. I miss you Francis, let go for me ♥

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