facebook: Cee Nguyen,
employed
& not interested

Love so strong 8/5/09/div>
Before I was scared to love you.
Now I'm scared to lose you.

I can honestly say life’s amazing, now that I have you for myself. You amaze me baby boy, I’ve never been able to keep a man for this long. Something about you that makes me wants to stay. Something about you that make me want you even more. Something about you that gets me head over heels in love. Something about you that I can’t really express in words. From day one, you’ve always been on my mind. I can’t get you off my mind because you’re meant to be there. Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control. I sound like some high school girl waiting for love. Yeah, you’re just a boy to others, but to me you’re the world. But boy, does it feel like I’m going way too fast for you. It feels like I’m two steps a head of you or better yet, you’re two steps behind. When will you be on my level? When will you feel what I feel? When will you open up to me? I truly hate waiting for you. However, I just can’t seem to let you go. They say they couldn’t see us not being anything more than just friends – but I disagree. I consider you more than just a friend. You mean way too much to me to be just “a friend”. It’s amazing how you can break my heart except not know when, but in the end I still love you with all the little pieces. Yes I know, “love” is such a strong word, but I truly feel it around you.

So today, I caught myself smiling for no reason… then I realized that I was thinking about you. Would it be weird if I told you I wanted to be with you forever? Defiantly. If I truly liked you, then the only thing I would want for you is to be happy… even if it’s not with me. I’ll be happy for you. I think you would want to see me happy just as happy as you are. Anyways, getting off topic! “If you love someone tell them… because hearts are often broken by words left unspoken.” SO…

Mahal kita, je t’adore, sarang heyo, em yeu anh.
I love you ♥