Sunday, August 2, 2009 / 12:28 PM
Love? Word, i swear its such a hot topic now a days.
Kay so, do you remember when love and sex use to be something where we were all afraid of or something everyone would try and avoid because it was for someone special? Love, we use to be afraid to say it - it use to take us like a million years to even say that we love someone that wasnt family, and now its coming out of eveyrones mouth like a childs gotta have candy. It's humour to me now, when im with a man and like were about 2 weeks into the relationship and hes already telling me that he loves me.
Are you fucking crazy? We've probably known eachother for months, half of these months we proabbly dind't even talk and now we've been 2 weeks together and you love me? You don't know anything about me... and here we go when i see little kids in grade 5 or 6 not known what love is and yet they love their girlfriends or boyfriends that they've known for 2 days. Also when people break up and they've been dating for about 3 months, i understand you being upset, but telling people that your gonna kill yourself and that you cant live without her or him? LOL you've been living your life for about 15-17 years now before you probably dated this person and now your gonna throw that all away because you guys cant go a day without the person and like a week later you have a new "toy" that you already tell them you love them. LMFAO! And this "forever" thing, makes me fucking laugh - you guys will
NOT be together forever as much as you want to, you may be together for a long time but not forever. And to the little boys and girls who tell their beloved girlfriend or boyfriend you guys are gonna be forever and then go cheat and break their hearts before you can even hirt pubirty -
get fucking real.-Cece Pham
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Anyways, so I'm pretty sure you're reading this Francis.. So if you are, HI BABY ! Anyways, I didn't tell you exactly how my day was yesturday.. Shit! In the morning I went on the computer to check if I got any msgs from you , and then my father comes out bitching at me how I'm always on the computer from morning to night. And i'm like.. yeah whatever. So i went into my room and got changed cause i needed to do my hours. And usually, me and Amanda would always close our room doors just because we're use to it .. I don't know. But yeah, we didn't hear our mom callling us.. So our dad bitched at us for how we never talk to them, and how we always talk on the phone.. I think he was bitching at me more rather than my sister. Just because he bitched on Friday night. Seriously, i'm so fucking tired of him. Remember when i told you i had to buy Lemons for the lemonade? Well yeah, my dad called me.. And i responded with a, "what.." not just a what.. but like a "WHAT?!". He bitched at me more, i went up into my room cheesed.. And i thought to myself, "who will i talk to now , now that my babys gone.. ". Then tears came rolling down, i missed you. Thinking of you, made me cry. I'm so soft, whatever. Fuck you then :) LOL. But yeah afterwards, i went to the church to go do my hours... I met these two flipino girls that are going to St. Francis Xavier, they're really nice. Really fobby as well.. Like you. HAHAHA! Other than that, shit day i can say (N). Hope you're having fun in Florida right now, i miss you baby. ♥