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I haven’t been updating my blog for awhile, so for all you prowlers – I’m back. How was my first week of school? Well, I would answer that if I actually went to classes. Like, I went on Tuesday, Wednesday, skipped Thursday, and came back on Friday. Turns out that Thursday, I got assigned my cpt. I’m so dim. I had my intention for skipping that day though. I was in an emotional phase. Have you ever been slapped in the face by love? I have, and let me tell you, it isn’t the greatest feeling. Everybody’s so eager to come upon love, to experience love, to be loved… When little do they know, love is a bitch. It’s funny how in life, you can be the happiest person in the world one second, but the next, a person can change the odds of that in a split second. I don’t know how that works out, but that’s how things go sometimes. Why are we trying to find love, when love can just find us? Are you honestly looking for trouble? Looking for tears? Looking for someone to break your heart? I guess… Not everyone goes through what I went through. This is what I went for, I had the words to say “no”, but I didn’t. The truth is, love doesn’t last forever. “Baby, its you and me forever.” Bullshit. I wish forever did exist, but it simply doesn’t. Take in our ages right now, in a couple of years – we’ll be on our way to collage or university. We are going to be studying for our careers, not exactly puppy loving our boyfriends or girlfriends, like we used to. I wish I can mean the words I say, when I say, “I love you so much” – but face it, we won’t be saying that to each other in 10 years from now. Love is supposed to be strong – not giving up when minor things come. Love is something sacred – not use to play with. I love you. 3 simple words, three so easy to say, but so hard to mean. The whole point is, get real – you don’t know what love is, until you’ve been what I’ve been from beginning to end. And as of now, whether I sound like a hyprocrite or not… I do love him.

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