facebook: Cee Nguyen,
employed
& not interested
Sunday, September 20, 2009 / 2:00 PM
Round and Round
I think about what could’ve happened, what would’ve happened if… If I never called you up that morning telling you how much I missed you. If only I just did something different to make you see how much of the world you mean to me! The whole Asia continent, not evens - bigger. Can you not see through me yet? Can you not see how dedicated I am with this “us”? When this us, is not going no where. I’m taking two steps ahead of you, and I’m so frustrated because you’re still taking these small baby steps. When will you be ready? When will you show me you care for me as much as you said you did? Maybe when I told you over the summer that we should’ve been just friends – was what we really needed to do. Now, I sit here thinking… Who I would’ve been with, where I would’ve been, what would life be like, if I didn’t know you at all. Maybe things would be easier for me?! Cause right now, it’s just way too hard if I just simply erase you from my life. I need you to always be with me, forever. Forever’s way too long, but promise me you’ll never give up on forever. Promise me you won’t play with my heart and mind no more. Promise me that it’ll just be me and you. I’m honestly tired of crying over small things. It’s times like now that I wish I made smarter decisions. Times like now that I wish you were by my side. Truthfully, I don’t think I can make it anywhere without you… I’m a hyprocrite? Yes I know baby. Cause I say one thing and than another? It’s just what I’m feeling at this very moment.
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